It was a pain in the ass. Haha! What
a great word to start my long break writing for the blog.
Alhamdulillah, I am still blessed
to be able to breath up to this moment even though I always think I am not deserve all of this. Like, I always
make mistake yet Allah still loves me and I am still alive.
When I started my career a year
ago, I have so much difficulty in finding the right things to do and how to be
well-managed. I just graduated and yet I need to handle so much thing that I
never expected. In 2016, a 23 year-old me were ask to make a decision because people
expect me to know. 2017 was full with my down moments and I never tell anyone
about it.
IT-WAS-REALLY-A-PAIN-IN-THE-ASS.
Being me, I always hide my true
feeling and I never tell anyone my difficulties until I know that person can do
something about it. So yes, just being me is already difficult. People expect
me to do well, but they never know what I face along the way. And I usually
ensure myself to look okay even though I am not.
Briefly, I work for a GLC company in Malaysia that pay me well. But high pay comes with a great
responsibility, and I am still question myself; “Do I really want to do this?”
But thing already happened and for now I just follow the flow. Literally.
Ok, cut the craps. I just want to
re-cap my life in 2017. January 2017 was good to me because I just started
working. And from there I started to know that my work will deal with customers
a lot. And staffs to manage. And plan to do. And additional work to be done.
And ad-hock task to complete. And never-ending meeting to attend.
And the list goes on.
Despite this, I am bless to have lot
of nice and helpful colleagues. Indeed, ALLAH MAHA ADIL. Which make me feels
good when work are too stressful.
Lepas menulis sampai sini, I got
confuse nak cerita pasal apa sebenarnya. Takpelah, take it as my rambling on Sunday.
Okay fast forward to March when
one of my brother got married. I got a sister. And in April they did the sambut
menantu reception.
In May when muslims started to
fast and raya in June. In July, I went to Cameron Highland for a short gateway
with the fams and I went to Terengganu because my ex-housemate got engaged.
It may be the first and last time. Pening giler naik Cameron.
People got engaged. I got flower.
Terengganu and lekor is a must!
The day I went for a day catch up session with my best friend.
Also, my parents went performed Hajj and around that month I started find new
apartment to rent to live my sister in law. As Sukan SEA was in August, I got
so busy to settle lots of work as it was a part of my company commitment and
got the chance to watch gymnastic with my colleague (yang ni menang). I also got
the chance to watch football final match between Malaysia vs Thailand with my
sister (yup, yang kalah tu). And on August 30th, my ex-housemate
celebrated my birthday!!!
In September, finally found a new
place to rent. And celebrating Raya Haji which means my parents is coming home soon!
I also went for 3 days 2 nights trip to Pulau Pangkor with my colleague.
In
October, my ex-housemate got married in Terengganu and there I went to
Terengganu for third time in 2017. In November, just work and more work to do.
In December, another short gateway to Ipoh with the fams.
Bridemaids on duty. Only two available, and guess who?
This one at Gunung Lang Recreational Park.
Fuhh! There you go all the stuffs
I have been done for last year. Walaupun berterabur, biarkan. Janji tulis.
Walaupun 2018 dah nak setengah tahun berlalu baru nak cerita pasal 2017,
biarkan. Janji tulis.
Pasal jodoh tak ada ke?
Tiada.
So, I wrote mine. What about you?
Mind to share? Leave a link and I will be glad to read yours.
Jumpa lagi!
