HOW 2017 TREATED ME.

It was a pain in the ass. Haha! What a great word to start my long break writing for the blog.

Alhamdulillah, I am still blessed to be able to breath up to this moment even though I always think  I am not deserve all of this. Like, I always make mistake yet Allah still loves me and I am still alive.

When I started my career a year ago, I have so much difficulty in finding the right things to do and how to be well-managed. I just graduated and yet I need to handle so much thing that I never expected. In 2016, a 23 year-old me were ask to make a decision because people expect me to know. 2017 was full with my down moments and I never tell anyone about it.

IT-WAS-REALLY-A-PAIN-IN-THE-ASS.

Being me, I always hide my true feeling and I never tell anyone my difficulties until I know that person can do something about it. So yes, just being me is already difficult. People expect me to do well, but they never know what I face along the way. And I usually ensure myself to look okay even though I am not.

Briefly, I work for a GLC company in Malaysia that pay me well. But high pay comes with a great responsibility, and I am still question myself; “Do I really want to do this?” But thing already happened and for now I just follow the flow. Literally.

Ok, cut the craps. I just want to re-cap my life in 2017. January 2017 was good to me because I just started working. And from there I started to know that my work will deal with customers a lot. And staffs to manage. And plan to do. And additional work to be done. And ad-hock task to complete. And never-ending meeting to attend.

And the list goes on.

Despite this, I am bless to have lot of nice and helpful colleagues. Indeed, ALLAH MAHA ADIL. Which make me feels good when work are too stressful.

Lepas menulis sampai sini, I got confuse nak cerita pasal apa sebenarnya. Takpelah, take it as my rambling on Sunday.

Okay fast forward to March when one of my brother got married. I got a sister. And in April they did the sambut menantu reception.

In May when muslims started to fast and raya in June. In July, I went to Cameron Highland for a short gateway with the fams and I went to Terengganu because my ex-housemate got engaged.

It may be the first and last time. Pening giler naik Cameron.

People got engaged. I got flower.

Terengganu and lekor is a must!

The day I went for a day catch up session with my best friend.

Also, my parents went performed Hajj and around that month I started find new apartment to rent to live my sister in law. As Sukan SEA was in August, I got so busy to settle lots of work as it was a part of my company commitment and got the chance to watch gymnastic with my colleague (yang ni menang). I also got the chance to watch football final match between Malaysia vs Thailand with my sister (yup, yang kalah tu). And on August 30^th, my ex-housemate celebrated my birthday!!!

In September, finally found a new place to rent. And celebrating Raya Haji which means my parents is coming home soon! I also went for 3 days 2 nights trip to Pulau Pangkor with my colleague.

In October, my ex-housemate got married in Terengganu and there I went to Terengganu for third time in 2017. In November, just work and more work to do. In December, another short gateway to Ipoh with the fams.

Bridemaids on duty. Only two available, and guess who?

This one at Gunung Lang Recreational Park.

Fuhh! There you go all the stuffs I have been done for last year. Walaupun berterabur, biarkan. Janji tulis. Walaupun 2018 dah nak setengah tahun berlalu baru nak cerita pasal 2017, biarkan. Janji tulis.

Pasal jodoh tak ada ke?

Tiada.

So, I wrote mine. What about you? Mind to share? Leave a link and I will be glad to read yours.

Jumpa lagi!